I wish I'd had more time to read these bits about Lucy's life, lined up on these stands on the way to the house, but we arrived at the park kind of late, so we were a bit rushed. I love all the old photos too.
I too believe in kindred spirits - although they are few and far between. Guess that's what makes them so very special and cherished!THE house! This is not a house that Maud herself lived in (it was inhabited by her grandfather's cousins), although, as a child, she lived nearby and visited the area frequently. But according to Maud, this is the house that Green Gables was modeled after (and she ought to know!).
The barns.
Rooms inside. 


Green Gables, from the other side. Pretty idyllic, yes? Lover's Lane and the Haunted Woods were real areas nearby that Maud used to explore.
And now we come to the part that made me quite sad - seeing what was left of the home she grew up in (raised by her mother's parents). To have the contrast before me - of Anne, the lovable characters and a sweet and wonderful story so alive in my mind still, and of Maud, who had created it all and lived much of it herself but is now gone - was jarring. The fiction and Maud's past still seemed so real, and yet there I was looking at the graveyard, essentially, of what was. Realizing and remembering the temporary nature of things, esp. of loved ones, always puts me in a strange, sad place. I don't like that reality and have a hard time with it. It's amazing how we can go through practically every day never giving such things a second thought, but then occasionally something gets triggered, and suddenly that one reality is just too intense, too threatening. Being here and yet knowing others have been right here before too but are no longer...is just too weird. Knowing none of us, and none of this, is forever.
Apparently, although her grandparents were NOT a Matthew and Marilla, and although it sounds like she was very lonely growing up, she was also very attached to her early home, the town, and held fond memories of her childhood. And even now, she has not parted with it - she is buried in the cemetary only a few yards away...
Part of her walk, perhaps part of her Haunted Woods. Perhaps she herself haunts it now...
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